Keira Lei Robinson

easy and hard

remembering you is so easy
missing you is what hurts
i wish i wasnt doing this
i wish you was here for me to kiss

when you was in my tummy
you should have seen me beam
i was so happy and proud
beacuse i am your mummy

but losing u has left a huge hole in my heart
i didnt want us to have to part
the pain i have i cannot hide
i need you here by my side

but now your gone and its too late
at heavens door i know youll wait
smiling down at us with your precious love

keira-lei you was such a precious gift that was taken away
but in my heart youll always stay

i hope you happy and doing well
while im here on earth in my living hell

mummy will always miss and love you
nothing will ever change that i promise
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Jenna (Mummy) July 3, 2009

this is how i feel

THIS IS HOW IM FEELING

but do you really want to know?
The moment I try telling you
You say you have to go

You ask me how I'm holding up,
but do you really care?
The second I try to speak my heart,
You start squirming in your chair.

Because I am so lonely,
you see, no one comes around,
I'll take the words I want to say
And quietly choke them down.

Everyone avoids me now,
Because they don't know what to say
They tell me I'll be there for you,
then turn and walk away.

Call me if you need me,
that's what everybody said,
But how can I call you and scream
into the phone,
My God, my child is dead?

I am tired of pretending
as my heart pounds in my chest,
I say things to make you comfortable,
but my soul finds no rest.

How can I tell you things
that are too sad to be told,
of the helplessness of holding a child
who in your arms grows cold?

Maybe you can tell me,
How should one behave,
who's had to follow their childs casket,
watched it perched above a grave?

You cannot imagine
what it was like for me that day
to place a final kiss upon that box,
and have to turn and walk away.

If you really love me,
and I believe you do,
if you really want to help me,
here is what I need from you.

Sit down beside me,
reach out and take my hand,
Say "My friend, I've come to listen,
I want to understand."

Just hold my hand and listen
that's all you need to do,
And if by chance I shed a tear,
it's alright if you do to.

Jenna (Mummy) July 3, 2009

too all the mums i hope this helps

I LOVE YOU MUMMY
PLEASE DONT CRY
I DIDN'T MEAN TO DIE
I TRIED TO STAY BUT THE ANGELS CAME
I HEARD THEM CALL MY NAME
I ONLY FOLLOWED
I JUST WANTED TO SEE
IF THEIR WINGS SUITED ME
IT WAS FUN
I WANTED TO PLAY
I DIDNT KNOW ID HAVE TO STAY
I AM REALLY SORRY I MADE YOU SAD
I DIDNT MEAN TO BE SO BAD
I WANT SO MUCH
TO BE VERY GOOD
LIKE YOU TOLD ME I SHOULD
I WISH I KNEW
OF THE ANGELS DANGERS
BUT I WAS TO BUSY AVOIDING STRANGERS
NOW YOURE UPSET
AND ITS BECAUSE OF ME
IF I COULD ONLY MAKE YOU SEE
YOU'D BE SO PROUD OF ME
OF HOW WELL I FLY
I DIDNT EVEN HAVE TO TRY
A BORN NATURAL OR SO IM TOLD
EVEN THOUGH IM NOT THAT OLD
I'VE GOT A JOB AND I LIKE IT TOO
I'M THE ANGEL WATCHING OVER YOU

SO YOU SEE MUMMY PLEASE DRY YOUR EYES

IM GLAD I TRIED THOSE WINGS FOR SIZE
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Jenna (Mummy) July 3, 2009

you were so young

i'll never under stand it
it was all so very brief
why someone so little
the pain the hurt the greif

At first i felt so bitter
why?,,,i used to say
god knew how much i loved you
but he still took you away

i still miss you as much today
but now i understand
god makes us and it is up to him
when he takes our hand

he shouldnt have took you away but if he didnt i wouldnt have had the chance to be the mummy of the most precious angel in the sky thanks for the chance to be your mummy i have never been so porud i love you soo much keira-lei it still rips my heart to peices

Jenna (Mummy) July 3, 2009

Kiera Lei

How i wish i could have known you,
and held you in my arms,
but you were taken by the angels before i had a chance.
Your Mummy cried a thousand tears, and i shared in every one,
you have gone to join the angels, and now you are one.

A bright new STAR called Kiera Lei now shines over us all,
just look out of your window on the day she should have born, she will be the brightest Star in the sky.

Love and sending hugs to the heavens
Nana xxxxxx Poppi xxxxxxxxx

Sue Turner (Nana) July 3, 2009

THE GIFT
By Carol Rothwell

A child is such a precious gift
To love, to hold, to treasure
A very special miracle
who gives us so much pleasure
But when that gift is taken
and our hearts are cold and torn
Amid this grief and sorrow'
we're so glad that they were born,
for they leave a precious legacy
even though we're far apart,
the love they left behind them
will stay forever in our heart.

Janet Morgan July 3, 2009

From Daddy!!

As much as me and Mummy Wanted you, you was taken too soon, You are Loved as much here as you are in the heavens.
We never Got the chance to have you in our lives But we will be together in the heavens where I will finally be able to be a dad you deserve.
Mummy and Myself Miss you so much Keira, And we both can't wait to hold you.
I think about you every second of every day I wish i had the chance to get to know you, and watch you grow up to be the beautiful angel you truly are.
You are truly loved and missed and always will be.
All my Love Daddy
xXx

Duncan Turner (Daddy) July 3, 2009

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Rest your weary head and drift off into dreams,
Frolic in the sunshine and bathe in God's moonbeams.
Use the stars as stepping-stones to take you to your peace,
The pain of life forgotten now you have found release.
Without rain a flower folds, the petals drop and die,
There was no way to save you, you couldn't even cry.
So we cry all the tears instead as we must let you go
To Heaven, and God's garden to blossom and to grow.
The little seed is planted, you'll be watered every day,
The angels will tend all your needs as in their arms you lay.
Your life will be amazing now and full of wondrous things,
Rest in peace, dear, sweet Baby KEIRA, go fly on angels wings.
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xxx

Mary Clements July 3, 2009